Absence makes the heart grow fonder...

And stupid. I was so looking forward to this weekend home, so much so that I was even willing to convince myself that things were going to be different. But after two days of listening to my dad explain to me how my generation has f-ed up the world, I'm ready to get out of here.

See...I'm used to disagreeing with my dad on a lot of things- mainly politics and religion, and despite trying my best to avoid these points of conversation, it doesn't seem possible. This is never going to end. I can't stand being in this house- there's so much negativity just swirling and it's incredibly stressful to be here. He is so hateful and I don't know what to do about it other than avoid him altogether.

A line was crossed when I went out ot my car. My rosary which usually hangs on the rear-view window was missing. I found it on the passenger side floor. I put it back. He saw it and told me to take it off. At this point in the weekend, I'm not willing to fight it anymore, but this was a line that he shouldn't have crossed. Honestly, if he wants to fight this war, bring it.

Wow it's been a while!

Hey all....so, a lot has happened in the past month, basically, Lent is over (hooray!) and it's suddenly the end of the semester!!!!! Where did this one go???? I've been freaking out over grades and such as usual, but I recenly found out that I'm doing better in my animation class than I thought and I got some stuff sorted out in another of my comm classes, so that leaves Geology to fret about along with a 10-pg paper to write this weekend for medieval theology and a "mystory" performance to write and block out.

In other news, the internship search is finally over and with great success- I'm working at Deep South Entertainment this summer in Raleigh, getting some hands on experience in the music industry. I am super super excited about this and it's nice to not be stressing over what I'm doing this summer.

Right now, my car is packed up and I'm ready to get out of Chapel Hill to have a quiet weekend in Boone and to spend some time w/ the fam and to just get away from a lot of craziness. But before that, I have to go to Geology...........sigh. I really don't like geology but hey, three more weeks and I'll be done w/ all my Gen Ed requirements, right?

Sorry for the boring post. I need to get back in the swing of it I guess. Have a good weekend!

Two Weeks of Hell and De-Stinking My Shoes

So the past several weeks have been rather difficult/ troublesome. I'm still looking for that normalcy that I lost about two weeks ago, and yes this week was better than the one before, it was still no where close to being what anyone would consider normal. But things are getting better.

In other news....I'm trying to de-stink my converses. They are narsty. Not just nasty...narsty. They were soaked in laundry detergent, baking soda, and vinegar last night for a while and now are covered in baking soda. I have no idea if this will work, but according to several folks on chatrooms about stinky shoes (yes they exist) it should. If not....it might be time to move on from these converese. To be fair, they have a few holes in them anyways. I also need some new rainbows because frankly, mine are disgusting. I have no idea what I did to them, but they dry my feet out and crack my heels everytime I wear them. I might replace them with other flip flops or at least some open toed sandal for spring, but I'm not sure when that'll happen. The rainbows are in the trash officially.

Oh, and Lent is ending this weekend. The Lord is Risen and Duke still sucks. :D Okay, okay...I'm a Tar Devil and have Duke in my bracket winning the NCAA, but I don't like them. I picked them because I think they're going to win, not because I want them to win.

Alrihgt, well, I'm back to cleaning my room and I might sit outside in the sunshine because it is beautiful.